I originally planned to improve myself during the summer break. I intended to prepare for the next semester, learn Japanese, work on projects, and do things I written on my goal-list. However, I only managed to accomplish one thing: creating this website.
Waking up at 3 PM daily, watching videos until dawn.” This lyric perfectly summarizes my July. However, I wasn’t just watching videos; my nightlife was quite diverse. By the way, doesn’t League of Legends have a new mode? PVE Swarm. I should mention that I’ve even forgotten why I was staying up late +_+ (PVE Swarm was one of the reasons)
Now my body feels lacking in energy, unmotivated, and sometimes I experience chest discomfort. Mentally, I feel even worse. After prolonged exposure to high-intensity dopamine stimulation, it’s difficult to focus. Damn, I feel like I’m getting further and further away from the goals I set for myself.
There’s hope, at least I’m aware of my condition. Recovering will just be a matter of time. Haha
Procrastination